Just one step closer to you
and I'm a step away from hell.
You were always on my mind.
And we made such a waste of time.

Just one step closer to you,
all the memories elapse.
You were there to see me smile.
But also caused me to collapse.

But deep back in my head,
there was still a place for him.
Though 'I love you' is what we said.
I made it into our little sin.

Am i that numb to move on again?
Cause each night i wish i would.
In a snap it'd all come to an end.
I'd really do that if i could.

And the only two men that I've loved,
keep their distance to me.
How ever can they be so close,
but too far away to see.

I'll stop these stupid crying nights.
And I'll stop trying to pretend.
I wipe my eyes and then hold on tight.
To the beginging of an end.