Like emptiness
and pointlessness.
I can't wait for you this long.
I can pray.
I can wish.
I can only wish I knew...
And it's hard to carry on
and tiring.
I've wondered where you've gone.
I sit.
I wait.
I only wish I knew.
For better...for worse
For you I only breathe.
I sit...
I wait...
Oh, I only wish I knew...
When I told you
of my regrets,
I laid cold, still, and cried.
And if you weren't right there
beside me
I probably would've died.
One regret
Two regrets
One rape
And now more?
The way that you had ended things
My list is now at four
When I told you
of my regrets,
You didn't even blink an eye.
It was clear to me, you could care less.
It was clear...I screamed inside.
One regret
Two regrets
One rape
And now more?
The way that you had ended things
My list is now at four
A walk I took, when I left you there,
I finally realized.
It takes a man, for my hearts repair.
Not someone who is blind.
Like a pair of roses.
We were beautiful
Perfect as could be...
You were always older.
I was younger so much younger than before.
I laid my eyes on you.
But you've pricked me with your fingers.
Not decieving as before.
The scent of you still lingers.
I was yours...
I was yours
So warm we made eachother.
A spark we thought,
could last eternity.
Oh, so decieving.
But your laughter,
your laughter started changing.
To different man I'd known.
So decieving.
But you've burnt me with your pleasure.
So devieving as before.
My love for you's forever.
I was yours...
I was yours...
I was yours...
I was yours.
I was yours to come
You've taken me
Taken for good
So sullen
So harsh
You've shaken me
You knew you could
So broken
So young
Just chew me up
Then spit me out
And this is what
my life's about?
But there's nothing
you can do
When love's the thing
that
changed you.
No words could change me
or how I feel.
This is me
This is now
It could never feel so real.
Your doing this
your in control.
You could make me happy
yet.
You refuse to do
what has to be done.
And for now I will
forget.
Forget you like you forgot me.
It's all broken in the end.
Forget me like I forgot you.
So we both will not pretend.
Not long ago
you kissed my cheek.
But your touch has gone away.
Just knowing this
makes me so weak.
It was hard
you couldn't
stay.
But as for me
I'm forgetting.
All the nights...
You've somehow changed
I'll stay here
to think
Those precious nights...
That will somehow fade away.
He asks me
And I'm fine
And broken
And torn.
I'll be sorry
I'll be glad.
But at least I'll still be
Here.
I could smile
...or not.
I'm fine here with a frown.
I'll be sorry
I'll be angry.
But in the end I'll be
Alright.
I am silent
I am still
I am perfect
I am here.
I'll forget the screams
I'll forget the fear.
I'll forget the pain.
I am right here.
And I don't feel like I can feel
Happiness
Again.
It's lonely here.
And cold.
And I feel frozen to myself.
I'm broken now.
To hold.
And I don't care for nothing else.
Not me
Not him
Not she
Not I...
Can help me.
I hold my breath.
Until I ache.
Another failure that I've tried.
And all thats left.
The whole world takes.
As I am left with only lies.
Not me
Not she
Not him
Not I...
Can save myself from falling....
All I wanted to be
All I ever dreamed
Was to grow up
And be
Yours.
And everything between.
Not a writer, not an artist.
Not even a star with fame.
All I want it to be with you.
And I'm sure you need the same.
All I ever wanted
All I ever dreamed.
Was to grow up
And be
Yours.
And everything between.
Not a singer, not a doctor.
No cure could mend this heart.
Not for you
Not from you.
No cure this far apart.
When I grow up.
To expect you there.
I know you'll be long gone.
To sit in wait
would be absurd.
Cause this whole thing may be wrong.
When I grow up
With open eyes.
Walking through open doors.
All I hope to be
The embers grow on your cigarette,
I smoke a bit, but will regret.
You stand by me, and you smoke too,
and I will stand here by your side, and smoke for you
The bottle empties, held in your hand,
I take a drink, so you'll understand.
I smoke and drink, and still fall for you.
Your knife it cuts, held in your hand.
Cuts your pain, cause no one understands.
The things I'll do, so we can be,
if I do your things, will you love me?
Wuts this all about i see, confusion;
when i picture you and me.
But affairs, dont turn out with the loved one gone,
your deep dark song.
And u bring out the darker girl in me so bad,
how i promised i wouldnt be.
I'll tell you what i think im gonna do,
your deep dark song.
As far as i would go you had to make me say your name, licking up my wounds.
But i like it when i bleed like this, your deep dark song.
Oh i, really liked it when we kissed, the after taste,
i kept on licking on my lips for more... And baby our love was so stong.
Your deep dark song...
As far as i would go you had to make me say your name, licking up my w
I see the way he stares at you,
you see my jeoulsy.
I see the way he cares for you,
while he kisses me.
I see how good he treates you,
when he ignores your call.
I see the way he regrets things,
all along his fall.
I see the way he tells me things,
even though its hard.
I see the way he still can cheat,
and yet still have it all.
I see the way you look at him,
remindes me of how i do.
But i dont care,
cause me and him, we have our secrets too.
i watch your every move, i dont think u see it though.
i watch the way u talk, i dont really think you know.
When u stare at me, i can open up,
to anything u tell me, anything at all...
I watch u when ur hurt, the ways u wanna cry,
u know i am confused, i bet u dont know y.
Your signals are so mixed, one moment u feel the same.
you tell all these things, and i no their not a game.
I remember how your heart, was beating next to mine.
Remember we were hurrying, running out of time.
I rememeber watching you, as u walked home.
I remember watching u, as u left me alone.
u watch me with a stare, a stare no one can no...
i've only seen
all i wanted was a friend,
to be there by my side.
all i wanted was a lover,
the most perfect guy.
All i wanted was some care,
that he could give completely.
All i got was a cold stare,
and a stab, stabed so deeply.
All i wanted was a hand,
to be there to wipe my eyes.
All i wanted was a man,
who would never make me cry.
All i wanted was a heart,
for me to hold onto.
All i wanted more than anything,
all i ever wanted was you...
Here I am, at the bottom of the dark cold sea
My skin has become so tender
Lungs filled with the ocean's sorrow
If I had one last breath...
I'd kiss your sin-stained filthy lips
And fill you with poison
Broken Promises,
Lie after lie
All I ever wanted
Was for you to try
Broken dreams,
And memories
Pain so deep
That no one sees
Broken heart,
I can't repair
All I ever wanted
Was for you to care
First touch,
First taste,
First kiss,
My heart was singing
Pause
Rewind
Replay
Remember
In slow motion
First day,
First month,
First year.
Love drunk my heart was singing.
Pause
Rewind
Replay
Remember
In slow motion.
First fight,
First loss
First lie,
My heart was sadly singing.
Pause
Rewind
Replay
Remember
In slow motion
Last day,
Last kiss
First night apart.
My heart has started screaming
Pause
Rewind
Replay
Remember
In slow motion
First cry,
Last laugh,
Last love.
Without you I am screaming
Pause
Rewind
Replay
Remember
In slow motion
Each time we were together.
A wall would be knocked down.
Repeat repeat repeat.
Echoing disaster safe and sound.
Forgetting we were together
Feels like echos in my mind.
Forget forget
Forget
I’m slowly going blind.
The sky looks of you
the clouds shape like you
the earth lives like
You.
the wind?
You
You’re scent.
Forgetting to forget.
Ha! Because you’re all I can remember.
Forget you?
….Slowly forgetting part of myself.
Forgetting the sky.
Forgetting the clouds.
Forgetting the shapes on earth. Forgetting to breathe if only to embrace the smell of the wind.
That will only remind me of you.
I keep fo
It might have been a while
Since you've been loved
Like you should be loved
It might have been a while
Since you've been kissed
Like you should be kissed
In tender loving arms
Might be something you miss
Well summerbreeze is blowing through your window
And summerbreeze is blowing through your hair
And something in your eyes that you cannot disguise
Don't tell me it ain't there
It might have been a while
Since you've been loved
By one who really loves you
It might have been a while
Since you could trust
That someone really cares
When people like us
Meant to go 'round in pairs
Summerbreeze is blowing through you